Feelings...

I don't know why but I've been feeling a bit distant. I'm more to myself. I mean I want to do stuff but when opportunities come I don't jump on it to much or with much enthusiasm. I do love the alone time but this was not meant for me!! I believe that having nothing to do is really driving me nuts. I have never not have anything to do! [sorry about the grammar error hehe] I am an active person and I love that! For all my life and no I literally am doing nothing and it's not even by choice. I wait daily with my computer on all day within reach for something to happen for a job or just for the days to move quicker. I must say though, time is moving at a steady pace. I just can't wait till I gain purpose again! I don't know how bums make it :|

~Out

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